Hey readers sorry its been a while! I have just been busy! I just got through having a high time of my bipolar and when I was having that time I got really into Pokemon go. I just recently had my bad time return and will some days are easier to get through most are hard and full of anxiety! Also today I turned 26 years old! I must say I never thought I would make it to this age! It was most rocky when I was a teenager and while it has gotten a tad better I still have those days were I am unsure if I will make it through. But lets focus on how things are going good today despite anxiety attacks and frustration. So the day before today my husband found out he has narcolepsy. Which is a little stressful. What we were told was they cant actually say that what it is and put it in his chart since he didn't have one more nap with rem intrusion but they say that is what it is since that is what the are pretty sure it is just can't put it in his chart as so. But back to my birthday. I got completely spoiled which was really awesome and nice. I must say I am so lucky to have the amazing people I have in my life, from my awesome mom to my amazing husband, to my sister who is not related to me but is more a sister then anyone I have ever known and also my best friend. I am so grateful to have these wonderful people in my life and the fact they love me the way they do and have been there through all my ups and downs is amazing. I can't believe I have been best friends with my sis for 13 years and in a month will be my husbands and I's 5 years together and 4 years of marriage and I couldn't be more happy he is in my life. In the past if I found out a partner had something wrong medically I would want to run away and it would be a excuse to get away from them but I am starting to think that was because that person before treated me badly not so much they had medical problems. I will say my mind has been a mess since finding out he has narcolepsy but I know he is my soul mate and we are meant to be together and so even if life doesn't give me the things I wanted out of it. I at least have amazing people in my journey. I also have a nephew who I want to watch grow up and all that good stuff. My best friend seriously makes beautiful adorable little people with her husband. I am so thankful to be his aunt and be in his life. He isn't very old but he is the cutest kid ever I kid you not. I am just happy for being here still and I am excited to get to 30 and beyond. If you asked me a few years ago or even a few months ago I would have said good luck on me getting to 26 more less 30 and I won't lie that having mental illness does make you question if you will make it to the next day when you have a bad day and its all consuming. It gets better I am proof of it and so are many others. Just know nothing last forever and be prepared as possible for the down times of this disease. Thanks to all who keep coming back and reading this you are all awesome if you ever have questions or need support you can comment on here or shoot me a message through e-mail. Thank you!
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June 2018
CategoriesAuthorI am Bridget I have PTSD and was recently diagnosed |