Sorry it's been a while since my last blog entry I was going to post something one day and the app messed up and I lost what I wrote! Will I been super depressed and life has been super crazy in the bad way! Also with the holidays coming I feel more depressed then ever and have baby fever really badly! I also miss my dad really bad! So life has been hard and I just wish that things could be different! Is there anyone that is younger and feel as if they are going thru a mid life crisis? If not I have been lately and it sucks! I feel like I have not achieved anything in my life and probably a lot of people will be like will your young you still have time and whatever but will that be true I also suffer from mental illnesses that keep me from doing a lot of stuff that I wish I could do! Its not easy being me more less someone with mental health issues and always having way to much things to stress on! I just been lately feeling not good enough and will I usually feel this way it's a more I am not good enough for anything and I am causing my mental stuff and if things were different then I would have so much going for me! Now that could be true but it could also not be but I will never know and I feel like I am missing out and I feel like being 24 is getting to close to 30 and after 30 I will be to old to have kids! I mean my mind is just a mess lately does anyone else experience this? If so it sucks huh? Will if not then know it does suck big time! In some good news my husband and I have made it 2 years married and 3 years all together back on October 7! Will I don't know what else to put right now so I will try to write more often!
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June 2018
CategoriesAuthorI am Bridget I have PTSD and was recently diagnosed |