I really don't know what to blog about but I felt it might be a good idea to blog about something! So maybe I will blog about how to make yourself have more self confidence and how to work towards a better tomorrow! So I know a lot of people are against going to counseling because of fear of looking bad or being judged but in all honesty that's the best thing you can do. I know before I was so against it and said I didn't need it but in all honesty it does help and it is scary but it helps. I haven't even talked about the abuse and I am feeling better about life. I know that it can change in a blink of an eye but I am not focusing on how I might relapse back into my depression because they isn't going to help me I might as well enjoy life now will it's good in case that does happen! I know it's so easy to say you will get better and have to wait to see the results because the truth is it takes months of therapy and sometimes longer because everyone is different and therapy might take longer for you to get results and sometimes you might have great days and others not so great. I know I will be in therapy most of my life if not the rest of my life. I have accepted and if you learn to accept things then things can get better! Just have to stick with it and hopefully you start to feel better with in a year of going! I wish everyone luck on their journey it's a long hard road but it's do able.
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Hello readers! I have been doing so good lately and life can be wonderful if you let! I have not been letting negative stuff get to me and I am a whole lot happier because of it! I just had a birthday and I also have 6 months clean and I am so proud of myself because I haven't been clean this long before but I feel better since being clean and I just feel like life can be beautiful if we allow it to be! I am not by any means saying that if your not happy it's your fault or your doing something wrong because I still have my super bad days and I might just have a few months or weeks of this greatness but I am going to enjoy it will it is here and not worry about when it may disappear which is what I mean when I say life can be beautiful and wonderful but you might have days when it isn't which is totally fine but don't let your good days go to waste but worrying how long it might be around! I think I feel so wonderful because I had a wonderful birthday with my best friend who is like my little sister and I got to meet her awesome sister as well! I also had my in laws there in I just love my mother in law she is the sweetest! My husband got me the coolest stuff for my birthday and of course my amazing own mom was there and my little brother! It was a blast we had a ton of fun and stuff! It just made me feel so loved and special having so many people who are so near and dear to me were at my birthday! So treasure the small moments in life because those might be the thing that saves you on a bad day!
Hey readers! I am so pissed off at the police force and at parents! So why I am I mad at the police force because they don't protect and serve the police they protect and serve who they choose to! Then there is the parents with underage kids that don't do their jobs to keep track of where they are! These days 16 and 17 year olds look 18 when did it become that we had to ask our kids or family members how old their friends were that they brought over if they are over 18? I think it's ridiculous how these people who moleste their children get away with it but if they are friends with someone over 18 the parent is calling the police! I know I have a friend who is under 18 and I am 24 almost I am shouldn't have to stop being her friend because I feel worried about going to jail because someone wants to cause problems! Parents these days don't know how to step up and be a parent they would rather sit around and sue everyone around them! This really burns me that I had a Dad harrassing me and saying shit that wasn't true but as soon as I say something he says he is basically going to make sure me and my family get up in jail even though most of us didn't know the person's age I am not talking about my friend here so I think before you point the finger look in the mirror and be a parent and if you can't handle your child give them to someone who can help them because your just hurting the child more by ignoring their behavior and allowing them to get other people into trouble! I am don't ranting! Just sick of the unfairness in this country they blame the innocent will the criminals go free just like those who were molesters their victims have to be treated like a criminal same thing here!
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