So I just been thinking a lot because my sister who I use to consider to be my best friend has become some one I want nothing to do with! All my life is been me against everyone just about because everyone seems to think that it's my fault when something goes on and my mom is involved all of the people who are in her life and my family think I am always to blame and it has always made me wonder if I wasn't alive if everything would be wonderful and great but I have to always think and know that I don't control my mom or try to! I just feel like my sister has just completely let me down and made me feel like all the time we spent together meant nothing to her! So yea I guess that's it sorry for constantly ranting I go to counseling on Friday so hopefully everything will start to look up since I dropped the drama and those who hurt me beyond repair! Kinda wonder if anyone else had gone thru this and how it made them feel? Let me know! Thanks!
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June 2018
CategoriesAuthorI am Bridget I have PTSD and was recently diagnosed |