Hey I know its been a while since I have come and wrote anything but I have a great excuse as to why that was. My mom ended up having a heart attack on the 15th I believe it was and then she had to stay in the hospital for a whole week waiting to have open heart surgery on the 21st. She came through it great and is home and I was going back and forth to the hospital while she was there and now that she is home I am taking care of her and making sure she does what she needs to do. She is pretty independent now but I have to remind her of a lot of stuff still which is fine for me. I been driving her car to which has made my anxiety pretty bad since I haven't really drove till she had the heart attack in a while I mean she let me start to drive a little before then so its kinda like she kinda knew something would be happening. She also needs surgery on her neck still and her legs because she has plaque everywhere in her body. She is so strong though. I am really proud of her. She has been such a trooper through this all. My husband has been amazing to. He went to the hospital with me the day of her surgery which was great and he has been super supportive to me. I love him so much and feel extremely lucky to have him in my life. I am also talking to all my siblings even my older brother who did that stuff to me. I am by no means close to any of them but I am talking to them all for the sack of my mom. I am just proud of myself that I can put stuff aside and be civil and let them know when stuff is happening with my mom. I know that its good because I am being the bigger person. So life has been okay lately just very stressful. I have been missing appointments with all this going on so I need to make sure I make my next appointment to see my counselor so I can see the med doctor so I can let her know the meds aren't working for me. I have had more energy but that's because of all that's going on. Anyway that's whats going on in my life and why I haven't wrote anything in some time. So my blog is still active I just had a lot going on. Hope things are going better for you all and you all have a great day and great weekend.
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