Trigger warning.......
So a few weeks ago I completely fell apart and self harmed myself. I needed a release and this was not the way to go about it but since I have no self control when I am completely in the swing of a mental break down. I am really not in a stable place. I wanted those who read this to see they aren't alone. I am going through a really hard time and all the talk in the news of the suicide of celebrities is no help with everything going on in my personal life. I am also really angry lately. Normally I would smoke some cannabis to make it through but since I have to help my father in law I can't smoke to help keep myself feeling okay. So I am really in a bad spot mentally and I am going to leave this at this. Know you are loved and beautiful and this world needs you and you have a purpose keep your head up.