So this is how short I have my hair now! Mainly cut it because I wanted to look more like a guy which I have said I have been exploring for a while now! It just makes me a lot more comfortable with it this length and I personally love it short like this! I think I may need to let it grow some for my best friends wedding in August but will be cutting it again after that back to this length! I decided to post these because a reader ask me to! I am happy I have someone who actually reads my blogs and was willing to comment back! Sorry if I come off unorganized it's probably because I usually am with so much going through my mind! I see my counselor tomorrow and I am not sure if I should tell her about my gender issue I have going on or not! I am worried I tell to many people and it ends up being something that will pass but then again every time I have thought that or had someone think that it didn't pass! Like my depression and wanting to wear dark clothes which I don't do because my mom like me in colors but my depression wasn't just me being a teenager I wish it was! I half hope this is a time when it will pass mainly because I don't want to lose anyone! Its hard to let myself relax especially lately! Yesterday I had 2 cups of coffee and ended up paranoid for the rest of the night and half of today! I keep forgetting I can't have coffee it just messes with me so bad! I thought I was going to die the anxiety was so terribly bad! I hate when that happens mainly because I keep it to myself till the following day! Just hope I can sleep tonight and thanks to my readers for reading my blog! Especially thanks to Raven for commenting and letting me know you can relate that made me feel better to know I am reaching people who can relate!
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Bridget Glos
5/17/2015 04:29:07 pm
Thanks I love my hair too! Its much easier to manage also! Coffee is my enemy but I sometimes crave it and end up regretting it later when I have my anxiety flying through the roof! I don't watch Beavis and Butthead but my brothers use to and would say cornhollio all the time! So I understand the reference sorry if I spelt it wrong!
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