Hello readers I know I haven't been constant about writing on here but its been super hot and making me not feel to well so its hard to get on here and write and figure out what to say! I am sure your looking at the title and thinking hmm is she going to be funny no only because I am not the best at being funny! But I want to thank those who read my blog or who have just stopped by because I have had 107 page views! I am so happy people are finding my blog which makes me feel awesome and I have had 101 unique viewers not sure what that means but I am guessing it means how many new people have looked at my blog so thank you so much readers! If you like my blog please let friends know and I think I might start a facebook for my blog were I will post every time I put a new entry on here but going to see if I keep getting views! If you like the idea and your not on my personal facebook let me know! I like to hear from readers! So this was the whole reason for the title because I have had so many views and I am so proud of myself I know its something so small to many but to me its huge because your looking at what I have to say and hopefully I will have people commenting and I can meet some new people like me! So new subject I am suppose to see a friend this month who is like a sister to me but my anxiety is so high that I feel sick to my stomach I miss her and its been about a year or more since we seen each other but since it has been such a long time its making me feel not so well! I don't know how to tell her. Do any of you ever feel like that? If so telling me what you did or how you get when your anxiety gets bad it doesn't have to be this kinda situation it can be any kind of situation. I also am suppose to see my older sister who lives with her boyfriend who I have never met before so that is stirring in my head as well even though its next month. I just have high anxiety lately which really sucks and I wish I knew of better ways to deal with it all. Maybe you can tell me how you deal with it or at least how you work around it so it doesn't run your life? Because I am pretty much a hermit its really sad I have a cell phone and yet I hardly text anyone and I don't talk on the phone unless I have to its really hard for me to interact with people unless its on a computer by using a messenger or by text because I feel like if people hear my voice they might be able to tell that I am not okay or happy like I try to put on its really hard lots of days like I am sure it is for so many. Sorry for the length on this just wanted to let you guys and gals know what I am going through in my life and hopefully you will feel you can tell me about what your experiences are and how you have handled with them. I really appreciate all of you! Means so much you read this even if its just once I am happy you stopped by! Thanks! :D I wanted to post this picture here this is from July 3rd so since then I have had a good amount of views.
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