I decided today might be a good day to come write since I am feeling really depressed and hopeless lately. It seems like there is never ending bills and worries in life. I know this is true for everyone is just hard to stay positive when you are constantly under stress for one thing or another. I also got called by my doctor office and they are trying to figure out how where they can send me that my insurance might pay but it honestly seems like we are out of luck on a baby. I also haven't seen my counselor in a while so I have no one to talk to and I know I should be able to talk to my husband but it's hard to. I don't want to bring him down and my depression is getting worse and my anxiety comes and go like always so I just don't know what to do anymore. I been getting a lot of headaches lately to. I also don't get how my husband thinks we can afford a child right now I don't think we can we have to many bills but he wants to act like he can do it all even though he clearly can't. I guess I just feel frustrated sometimes being married is a major headache but I love him but he just don't seem to understand that bills pile up fast and we don't want to be in debt. I guess that's enough complaining for now. Remember your beautiful if you read this and if anyone who reads this ever needs to talk you can comment. Thanks for reading have a good day.
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June 2018
CategoriesAuthorI am Bridget I have PTSD and was recently diagnosed |