So yesterday I was talking about how I gave Samson some flea medicine that had killed peoples pets and he lucky seems to be doing fine I think I washed him soon enough before it could do anything. I am so happy he is fine I just hope he continues to be fine. I am really stressed out today. I feel so exhausted and have a major headache which is probably from not really eating. I have so much on my mind that eating is the last thing on my mind which is good on one end because last time I had seen my doctor I had lost 6 pounds so I am hoping I lose more but on the other end I know its not good to not eat at all. I just have to much going on in my mind to have anymore to stress over. I am not really sleeping at night I just have to much going on in life to even function it seems like. I feel like I am a wind up toy that only gets a break for a while and then someone winds me up again. My husband has been working a lot which is also stressful because we hardly see each other. I cook for him and he goes to bed. My anxiety is really high too and I just feel constantly on end. I really feel like I am hanging off a cliff and my hands are slipping off the rope. I just wish I could stop the cycle of being fine to being so depressed that nothing matters. I feel so exhausted. I don't know what else to write right now so I guess this is it. Thanks for reading.
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Bridget Glos
5/23/2015 01:33:33 am
Yea it never is. Okay will check it out now Thanks for posting it! :)
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Bridget Glos
5/23/2015 12:10:13 pm
I commented early but it's not showing and so commented again so there might be 2 comments basically the same it says it waiting for administrative approval or something! I commented on 2 of the post the one about your night terror and the one about my poem!
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